I’m tired. Its barely been a week and I think I am losing steam already. I am too far gone.
I tried Barre on Wednesday and had yoga today, my body is EXHAUSTED. But in so long since covid, I finally feel…. abit more alive? I feel a purpose to push myself abit more nowadays. Lets hope this feeling lasts.
Here’s to acknowledging the positives, remebering the good stuf that…
I have decided to start journalling and I got reminded of this site. I guess this would be a nice, private space to pen down any last minute or hasty thoughts, though I have to keep thinking of a title for each post.
I have been feeling motivated lately. This mood is rare and usually it lasts for about two weeks before I go back to mush. But this time, I really want to hold onto this.…
oh yeah have i ever told yall of the academic war i have been an unwilling soilder in for the past two years
okay SO. i have two professors that both teach this one subject, but different classes. they have different last names, so i didnt know this at first and espically since they are academic RIVELS at my school, but they are MARRIED. but for the past 8 years they have been in an academic WAR of geospatical sciences data. more accurately, the raster vs vector data debate. i am personally on the side of “both have their pros and cons and can be utalizied to the utmost efficency” but both professors are like, DEADLOCKED in insistanting one is better then the other
so, professor A is my mentor. i like him a lot, and he was the main person that taught me the most abotu Eris and ArcGIS. professor B is a professor i had one for class, and shes nice and knows a lot of little tricks about Eris programming but mostly relies on arcMAP because shes the raster data professor.
and THESE MOTHERFUCKERS. have written no less then 30 papers that is basically like a “re: re: re: re: re: re: vector data is better then raster fuck you” but like, Professionally. and they leave stupid notes in the footnotes that read “Reguardless of Professor A’s opinions reguarding the efficency of Vector data, Raster data has a more efficant polygon computing rate and is the most commonly used program on interplantaring mapping” and its HILARIOUS
ive read all of their papers, and its basically like reading an email chain between a married couple arguing over the colors of the kitchen backsplash for their new home. its HILARIOUS. but obviously, because of their differnet last names and because they act like they HATE each other, NOT VERY MANY PEOPLE REALIZES THEYRE MARRIED
until like LAST WEEK
professor B publishes a paper that casually drops the word “husband”
and obviously all the students are like “oh i didnt know u were married!” because we read that shit like how white suburban mothers read People Magazine
and shes like “yeah, its Professor A”
and we all FLIPPED. THE FUCK. OUT
we thought the framed picture of the two of them on professor A’s desk was ironic because hes that type of guy
like, you gotta undestand. these two have gotten into YELLING matches in hallways. these two refuse to go onto trips with each other. but apparently they have a system where they quite LITERALLY leave all of their work at work and drive home in seperate cars and literally NEVER mention work at home. it is SO funny
If there was a guidebook on rules to love, I’d run to the ends of the Earth to find it so I’ll know how to love without losing my sanity
How ironic for a girl who lives life on the edge, without safety bars and warning signs to keep her in place, requires a rulebook to teach her heart how to love without fear
I’ve been gripping vines, finding loose footing and stumbling more than thrice in…
